Oct 262006

there is someone who visits me from paris very frequently, he/she works in bank nationale de paris and has a dual monitor settings of 1280×1024 each…
who is that???
I wonder… say something.

 Posted by at 11:56 pm
Oct 222006

so I was going back from a party, at like 3:30 am I was at the door of my building, then I hear this voice from far yelling for help, at first I thought it was a joke, then the yelling kept so I started to follow the sound slowly, it was disappearing, then I was thinking…like maybe its a trap…a woman says help me, good doers would follow the sound to the secluded place in the middle of the night and they get robbed, So I called the police: I told them I can hear a woman screaming for help and I can’t locate her, then in the middle of the coversation a 50 to 60 year old woman appeared from behind a house, all dirty, bare foot and apparently drunk, She wasn’t in her house, she didn’t know where she is or how she got there, and all this time the police was on the phone with me.

After I hang up , waiting for them to arrive; she was like who did you call, when she knew she was like : “oh no, why did you call the police, you are gonna waste their time…ok look…when they arriv e you gonna pretend you are my boyfriend”. I was like noooo… she is like 60 and I am 25…how on earth she thought that would work out…bah she was drunk.
So she cursed that I am not being helpful, and some #@%$@#$#@ and more #@$%$#%$#%…then she turned to be the innocent loving thankfull person (drunk people..bleh)…then she wanted to jump over the fence, I refused to help her. for all I know she might be a thief who is trying to get out. But when she insisted on jumping and she fell on the sidewalk…at the same moment the police arrived, I told him everything , he took my name and address, and moved on.
What a night…
oh yeah, forgot…she wanted to go inside the private property so i can search with her for her bag…yeah right.

 Posted by at 3:40 am
Oct 152006

I feel pretty ignorant on what happened during the civial war in lebanon, since when it was over I was 10 years old.
what is a good book (or series of books) that can tell me what happened then as neutraly as possible(if there is such a thing).
any help would be appreciated…

 Posted by at 3:26 am
Oct 142006

according too google analytics, I am getting like 15 to 20 hits per day, but none of them actually leaves any comments at all, so you would think that they don’t like what I write; but according to google analytics 61% are returning visitors…
hmmm… can’t I at least know what do you think?

 Posted by at 12:37 pm
Oct 122006

People wonder sometimes why people are so agressive and try to really analyse things…
how on earth you want a guy to be other than a mean agressive violence loving person? when he is just born he gets smacked on his butt, then a few hours later a knife cuts thru his penis without any anesthetic, a few years later he is yelled at if he shits in his diapers, a few years later he is not allowed to cry (because boys don’t cry), and all his life his level of manhood is defined by how much self abuse he can take: how much he can drink more than his friends, how much he can work all night, how much he can go without eating, etc…
Angry music, Angry films, Angry cartoons, Angry and Bloody news, war, and all that can be saw when he is only 12 …
And why on earth you think any person would become anything but violent, agressive and war loving person??
And the only thing that can prevent this which is love (in all its form) is alot less from he deserves.

lets take an example which I love alot: SEX, yep..(some people I know will say now, here comes the pervert again :P)…but I am serious.
A kid can watch GIJOE at 8 years old (explosions, fighting, shooting) but only allowed to watch semi nudity at 15, full sex till 18…a whole 10 years later.And even what they call sex videos is full of violence, Porn has been changing lately to “violent” porn, and I don’t mean the actors and actresses beat the shit out of each others, but they mechanized sex (spelling?), they made it an act without any emotions at all,(excluding some companies that still film what they call sensual porn), damn it even one night stands have more emotions than porn movies…

Another thing…circumcision, its suppose to be all about cleaniness and “better” when its fact its just a way to less the sensitivity and lessen masturbation, so what happens? the man who are circumcised tend to want sex much more because they are never satisfied enough with what they get. Have you ever compared how circumcised men and uncircumcised men masturbate? one is beating it agressively (yeah agressiviness related to pleasure again) and the other is stroking it slowly and softly (I wouldn’t know, my foreskin is gone bye bye).

till when this shit is gonna happen? till when violence is ok ? till when you people are gonna get surprised when someone does something stupid as shooting innocent people? DUH, its all he’s seen his entire life.

 Posted by at 9:46 pm
Oct 082006

remember that I was so proud in our last blogger meeting, that i didn’t find any sect zombies on the table.
Sorry, the more I read someone’s blog the more I discover he is one of the worse sect zombies there is…
one down… bleh.

 Posted by at 12:39 am