Aug 292008
 

Every time I think about it I feel nauseated and almost going to throw up.

I don’t know if I can do this; my brain is telling me not to be stupid and just forget it, my heart is telling me to stick with it no matter how much painful it is. My brain is right, but I still have this stupid hope that everything goes as my heart predicts.I wonder how many days I can last…

 Posted by at 1:07 pm
Aug 282008
 

For the last 10 days, I have been thinking a lot about LOTS of stuff, basically part of me has been stuck at the age of 14 and now Its catching up with me, one of those things  were what I wanted from a woman, if you remember my old blog it was written here. But now I have just one requirement and its one of the hardest things you could find, since most marriages that fail are because the lack of it.

I just want a woman that I can really communicate with.

 Posted by at 9:22 pm
Aug 282008
 

Wissam says:
so you know which pronoun is what?
soha says:
well ‘you’ is your darkened soul
soha says:
the submissive part of you

Wissam says:
but there are other yous

Wissam says:
its the first time you comment on my blog
soha says:
you’re very angry on your blog
soha says:
i always check it out
soha says:
but you’re always attacking ‘others’
Wissam says:
hehe
Wissam says:
this time I am attacking me
soha says:
this is the first time you actually try to solve the problem from within

 Posted by at 4:41 am
Aug 262008
 

Some of the yous are mes, but none of the mes are yous.

Some of  the shes are yous,and one you is she.

Some of the yous are other yous, and none of yous are all yous.

Some of the yous are plural yous, and most yous are not the same yous.

That said:

1)I am killing you slowly.

2)I am Dominant again.

3)I have a drive again, I am restarting where I left of 13 years ago.

4)I owe you a lot, but now we have to change.

5)I owe you my life. I really do, you have no clue how much you did. Someday I hope to own you.

PS: no body ask about explanations. Thanks.

 Posted by at 12:09 pm
Aug 262008
 

Don’t ever think that I am running away from you, I can still hear your cries, but your influence is gone.I am enjoying things that I used to enjoy, the exact opposite of you.You just wait , I will be back and get rid of you once and for all.

 Posted by at 8:21 am