Mar 302011

In Lebanon everybody complains about scooter, they’re noisy, annoying, their riders don’t respect any law what’s so ever, they go the wrong way, they ride on the side walk, they wave in and out of traffic and if you hit them with your car , it’s your fault.
Well, In Montreal, when you take a Motorcycle course and they show you pictures of things not to do, surprise surprise Lebanese scooter drivers come up in their presentation…
Thank you for spreading your retardation 2 continents and an ocean away…

Mar 252011

Impossible, unless you are either gay or castrated.
And it’s worse if you are the geeky type, as a geek beauty alone doesn’t cut it, it’s nice and all but if I am seeking a relationship my mind has to work. As most geeks, I am an introvert, shy, and not as “agressive” as other guys.
For a geek to become friends with another person, they have to tick the brain and personality check list, so basically to be close to someone, it needs time.
If that someone happen to be as well a very cute girl, a geek will start getting deeply attracted to her, and unfortunately there is the problem; by the time the geek starts feeling for the girl, it’s already too late, he is in the friend zone , he becomes like a brother to her, or maybe looked upon as a girlfriend. Which causes frustration , anger and what not.
She probably starts seeing this and runs away.
Is it her fault? nope. Is it his fault?yep. Did he do something wrong? nope. But he didn’t do something right.
So basically…I am an idiot :).
Oh of course at that period, I was an unemployed whiny loser in the worse period of his life, that for sure doesn’t help any attraction what so ever…

Will clean this post up some other time. it’s almost 1 am. so it’s probably not very coherent.

 Posted by at 12:50 am
Mar 082011

So I will be in 30 on the 10th and I think grew quite a bit since I was 20, but the most growing I did was in the last 3 years.
In the last 3 years I learned multiples of what I learned in the previous 7 years.
Probably the biggest hurdle I overcame was depression. Yep I am depression free :).I worked a lot on my anger, I am much much calmer, not the point I want to be yet, but I will get there :).
I learned as well to be a bit selfish, that most people aren’t worth my time, or my investment and not to expect anything from people.
I learned to be less nice as well, if I want to do something and it conflicts with others, I come first :).Sacrificing what I want for others doesn’t pay anything.
I learned that even though the majority of people are not worth my time, some very selected few sure do. Other than my family of course, I realised who are real friends and who are just there by convenience. Real friends help you up when you are in shit, not disappear :).
I learned not see people in rose tainted glasses, if people lie and use you once, they will not change. No need to give them chances.Actually use them in return without feeling any guilt what’s so ever.
About career and work, I learned something important. Do not work your ass off for others, you won’t get anything other than more work , if you are on the bottom of the chain, people will claim your good work as their own and throw their shit that they don’t want on you. Work at the same pace as everyone else.
Relationships wise, if you care too much you are doomed, and if you don’t care at all you are doomed. A balance is important :). Oh and you know what women say they want from men? scrap that :). Do you know how you act among other men? That’s what they want but packaged in a softer way.Oh and you can never be a close friend with a woman who you find cute (will post something about that separately).
So here is to the 30s , the supposedly best decade of a man’s life. and here is to real friends :).